Why Don't I Hate You

You Don't Know why you love someone , rather you know why you hate someone. For this reason alone, I sing this song !!!

" Why Don't I Hate You "

Why Don't I hate you ;

Because your one smile

breaks all the barriers

in my heart to bring out

the hidden smile on me !!

Because you always try

to understand how I feel

why i laugh and  what

to say when i cry aloud !!

Why Don't I hate you;

Because of your energy

the unbounded happiness

that resides in you

waiting to be released !!

Because of your voice

the music of it that

at any instant or moment

soothes my inner nerves !!

Why Don't I hate you;

Because the way you sulk

the way your facial expressions

look like when you sulk

makes me laugh aloud !!

Because the way you cry

looking like a little girl

makes me cast aside

my fears of emotional feelings !!

Why Don't I hate you;

Because I can't stop myself

from loving you insanely

from tripping you badly

even though you hate it !!

Because I can't stop myself

from not talking to you

from not hating you

even though you piss me off !!

Why Don't I hate you  

Because I'm trying 

to change myself for

the first time in my life

to be a better person for you !!

Why Don't I hate you 

because your stubbornness

your child like immaturity

helps subdue my anger on you !!

Why Don't I hate you 

because of the fact that

I Love You !!

Why Don't I hate you 

Because I love You !!!

This is the last I have written and this sums up the emotions behind every song in the blog !! And thus a fitting end to my Blog !!

CIAO !!

Forgotten memories

" FORGOTTEN MEMORIES "

My eyes are wet,
and even  my dreams are wet ,
My eyes are wet,
and even my corners of eyelids are wet,
My cries are raining,
Tears fall and heart gets hurt
My cries are raining,
and it's weather of separation's clouds,


With black and blank nights, I'm making friends,
Lost in these ways, I have nothing my own,
Every moment, how I bear,
Every moment, to myself, I keep saying,
I have forgotten you,
I've forgotten you,
I've forgotten u,
Then why do your memories
make me cry,
make me cry..

The words written in your memories do I hear,
Passed moments ask why we got separated like that,
God, this distance we've got
God, it's your decision only,
God, it has happened,
that you had written..

For two moments I was attached to you,
Then such the path was turned
I started getting lost from you
Like something mine
was getting away from me..

You only pray for me now,
You only part me from this pain now,
Being yours, when I did not remain yours,
I say this to myself,
I have forgotten you,
I've forgotten you,
I've forgotten u,
Then why d0 your memories
make me cry,
make me cry..

LONELY ROAD

" Lonely Road " 

 I have been walking this road

walking along this lonely road

for the past few sordid months

hoping to reach my destination

Along came a rainy day

washing away all my sorrows

Along came a gusty wind

pushing me back with its arrows

Wish i had a partner on this road

conversations would have inspired me

Wish the strangers i met came with me

but everyone had their own destinations

Wish the days weren't so gloomy

Wish the nights weren't so chilly

depression wouldn't have caught up with me.

To find the joy in my life

I walk this road

To cleanse the sins of my life

I walk along this road 

Regretting the decisions I made

Procrastinating the tasks I had

feeling the losses I suffered

traveling back in time 

I would correct all those mistakes.

Embracing the void

before I reach my destination

I hope that there's someone 

to hammer nails to my coffin.

This song is about the loneliness we feel during the course of our life . It talks about the journey of our life , the ups and downs in it, the wish for company , the purpose of choosing a particular course , the regrets of choosing such a course and finally the hope that there is some one who recognizes your worth and misses you when you are gone. It is a deeply thought song , hope my endeavors are appreciated.\m/