My oWn coMpoSiTionS..!!..the album "FEEL"!!

first song :
Feeling safe :

I feel safe that you left me
leaving me with our pain
hoping we meet in our next life.

I was neither perfect nor you are
I took you as the way you are
never complained

I have shed more tears than you have
I deserved more pity than you have
never regretted

you left me alone
without knowing how it hurts

with the self pity
eating me from the inside
I feel safe I feel SAFE!!!


my second song:

Feeling Real :

I feel so real now

now tht i came out of my shell

I burnt my place to hide
hiding my dreams from you.

being optimistic like i never was
feeling secure like i never felt
seeing myself like i never saw
writing songs like i never did....
I feel so real!!

I can learn from the past
I can hope for the future
but I can never live without you!!!

when feeling alive doesnt matter
feeling real does..it does...it does...until you r dead!!
i feel real !! i feel real !!

third song:
Feeling High:

I feel so high by her,

cannot resist her scent ,
cannot resist her kiss.

The high that you induce in me
doesn't compare with either
man-made booze or god-made grass,
quitting both for you has been easy.

The time I spend with you
just makes me feel so alive
losing my HEAD has been easy!!

I feel so intoxicated
by your mere presence
that this love has made me weak
and you my weakness...!!

Cannot resist your charm ,
cannot resist your lure ,
I feel stoned coz of you.


Maybe this love will end
in my self induced coma
but this moment with you
makes my head spin
as if feeling heaven
has become a reality...!!

being stoned of you
I just wanna live with you!!

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I dedicate these songs to a person very close to my heart and also to Kurt Cobain , my Idol. All the metal bands i listen to and crazy novels i read influenced me to write these songs. and ofcourse me falling in love nd then realizing that i am not suited to ne relationships!! Im right now working on the tunes to these songs...hopefully by next year ill be able to perform these on my hostel nite..!! lets JAM!!!