Problematic L0VE~~

Excerpts from my life :


- The Girl you love doesn't love you back , instead says that she treats you like a friend.
- Your friends make fun of you , being such a dickhead .
- You degrade yourself in front of your friends.
- The sky high reputation of yours come crashing down .
- The words Shit , fuck-up , bitch become a part of your regular vocabulary.
- Life becomes a Lotta complicated , every decision you take back fires in some or the other way.
- The girl doesn't respect your simple wishes .
- You forget that there is a thing called 'EGO'.
- You write songs that contain your feelings , your love , your plight.
- You start blogging , even blog about your love .
- booze , grass becomes your daily appetite.
- Thinking in circles becomes a common habit .
- Watching love stories on any screen is an horrific experience after the break up.
- You are glued to your phone , waiting for a call or a message .
- You enjoy every moment with her .
- You don't have time for yourself , to introspect about your life .
- And when you do , you see a big void .
- You sacrifice everything for the girl , you care more about her than yourself only to understand in the end that everything was in vain.
- Tripping on you becomes a favourite past time for your friends.
- Your best friend also falls for your girl , in an intoxicated state says I'm the only obstacle for his love.
-  You become an insomniac .
- You think so much about her even though she says she doubts whether you are really in love.
- You will start hating yourself for being so irresponsible and careless in your life.Coz no girl would want such a guy.
- Circumstances force you to change many things about you and also wish she was a little different .
- Introspecting yourself , you feel enough damage has been done . nobody needs to change , me never . Life is all about being yourself .
- You start thinking that life should be lived your way .
- You now understand the quote " LOVE IS SLOW POISON " .
- Finally You realize that 'You Are Alone '.
- And also that the time when you were single was the best part in your life .

Thank you guys for reading my rantings about my pathetic life . Guys like me are not suited to either LOVE or Relationships . We should remain single . Comments are welcome.